Wednesday, June 27, 2012


I feel a bit crazy these days. With wavesi of emotions mixed withsome the cercumstances of life. I have much fewer bad days. But then things sneek up on me and I feel like I was hit by a huge wave that I didn't see coming. I just still need prayer. Lots of prayer.

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

wedding maddness

my bff Rose is marring her "stud of a man" this weekend so.....
i've been a busy bee this week... mainly because i've put off things i've been needing to get done. so this week i got busy and have been crafting my little heart out. all of these are ideas inspired (*stolen*) from pintrest. so here they are!

cake topper.

ring bearer sign:

and guest "book"
each guest signs a leaf
(this thing is 24x30inches so it's bigger than it looks)

now i have the next two days to make 200 cupcakes and frosting :) i'll post lots of picture after the wedding. i'm just so happy to have all of these things done!!

Tuesday, June 5, 2012


just in case you were worried... i don't spend every waking moment being sad that i lost my baby. although i do still think about it everyday and am still grieving that loss.

i have two boys to take care of and enjoy. i still do "normal" things like iron pillow cases while watching the boys play in the back yard.
some days (like today) i still want to crawl in bed and stay there. forever. it has been almost 8 weeks. i'm still recovering emotionally and (unfortunately) physically. i'm so grateful for my sweet little boys (even though they are testing my patience today) i love and adore them and i would be totally lost without them right now. today is just hard.