note to self:

Hurt feeling are never an excuse to run your mouth (or text) I just hurt my dear friend (who, I should add, just gave birth 24 hrs ago) by sending a mindless text to the wrong number. Yes I'm wounded and over emotional still. But that is NO excuse. I'm mortified.

a new season

fall is (pretty much) here. school has starting and everything crazy that goes along with that and i am entering into a season that i would rather skip this year. the time is closing in when everyone who was pregnant with me will have their sweet bundles of joy. i feel stuck. of course i am happy for all of them but that doesn't make it any easier on me and my wounded heart. when i think of where i should be right now-preparing for baby, setting up a nursery, shopping, planning-my normal everyday routine just seems so dull and pointless.

i have a feeling the next three months will be as hard as the first three.