life

just in case you were worried... i don't spend every waking moment being sad that i lost my baby. although i do still think about it everyday and am still grieving that loss.

i have two boys to take care of and enjoy. i still do "normal" things like iron pillow cases while watching the boys play in the back yard.

some days (like today) i still want to crawl in bed and stay there. forever. it has been almost 8 weeks. i'm still recovering emotionally and (unfortunately) physically. i'm so grateful for my sweet little boys (even though they are testing my patience today) i love and adore them and i would be totally lost without them right now. today is just hard.