Wednesday, September 2, 2009

one of 'those' days...

today kinda sucks. let me tell you why.

1st. i lost my 2nd job. we left our church 6 weeks ago. but not in an angry sort of way. i had talked to one nursery coordinator and she didn't seem to think it would be a problem for me to stay on as paid babysitting throughout the year. but apparently the other person has a problem with there goes another $100+ a month. that may not seem like a lot. but when you withdraw your bank account at least twice a month every little bit helps.

2nd. my rose bud is having an awful day. and i was going to go and see her...and didn't so i feel double bad now.

3rd. i don't want to get into it. but a friend said some somewhat hurtful things. and i don't know what to do. (and i realize it's pretty passive-aggressive of me to post anything about this...but i'm still licking my wounds & trying to figure out how to respond)

4th. i'm broke. beyond broke. and feeling helpless. jakes hours have been cut back painfully! i don't know when it will pick back up or how we'll pay for anything in the mean time.

5th. i should make dinner...but i don't know what to make...i don't know if i have anything to make...


  1. :(( today is simple crappy.

    i hope something amazing falls into place and the church feels shitty for what they did. you don't deserve what they did at all.

    don't feel bad about not coming it is totally fine. you have talked to me and that's what i need is some to talk to. i am so thankful for you msbff!!

    the third thing..
    is gay and i'm simply sorry. >:/ (your special face)

    fifth thing..
    i want to send you over food :|

  2. Sorry life is sucky right now! I hope today is a better day for you : )