today kinda sucks. let me tell you why.
1st. i lost my 2nd job. we left our church 6 weeks ago. but not in an angry sort of way. i had talked to one nursery coordinator and she didn't seem to think it would be a problem for me to stay on as paid babysitting throughout the year. but apparently the other person has a problem with it...so there goes another $100+ a month. that may not seem like a lot. but when you withdraw your bank account at least twice a month every little bit helps.
2nd. my rose bud is having an awful day. and i was going to go and see her...and didn't so i feel double bad now.
3rd. i don't want to get into it. but a friend said some somewhat hurtful things. and i don't know what to do. (and i realize it's pretty passive-aggressive of me to post anything about this...but i'm still licking my wounds & trying to figure out how to respond)
4th. i'm broke. beyond broke. and feeling helpless. jakes hours have been cut back painfully! i don't know when it will pick back up or how we'll pay for anything in the mean time.
5th. i should make dinner...but i don't know what to make...i don't know if i have anything to make...